The finish!

I am coming to the the end of my time spent in Switzerland being a nanny.

I have been trying to get it through my head that I am going home in three day's. It has seemed like such a long time away that now that it is here I am having trouble believing that my time is over I am finally going home.

Yet It will not be the same. What I mean is I don't have work waiting for me when I get home, I get to start a new job. I get to go back to my Church. But now I have seen things differently being a foreigner coming to a new Church. I can't tell how strange it feels when you don't know the language you don't know anyone and you feel like an outsider. How easy it is for us to not talk to the New people at church, but let me tell you that when someone takes a few minutes to say hi what a world of difference it makes.

What an amazing God I have that he has granted me the opportunity to see and live life in a totally different way. I can come back to the life I had and change things even if only in little way's. I can do it. I can make it through life without my family their in my life every day. I would never have made it through without my God and Father. Who has only the best for me, and loves me more than words can say.

Most of all I can't wait to be back with those who are most precious to me. MY FAMILY! I am so Thankful for them all!

The waiting is the hardest!

I am now just waiting for the day to finally come when I can come home. It's all this waiting and counting that has me frustrated.

Now that it's only 9 day's away I am having trouble keeping my thoughts from longing to be home. I need to be here and enjoy the last week I have here. I have been so blessed to be here and I don't want to quit now that the end is so close.

Please pray that the Lord gives me a quiet heart to continue the job that I am doing with a joyful spirit.